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Post by bethany sanchez on Dec 23, 2007 2:22:35 GMT -5
  b e t h a n y .Bethany gave him a small smile. She wanted--no needed to know how he felt. She needed to know what options she had. What she was about to say might mess up their friendship, but she was willing to take the chance. She took a deep breath. "Listen, this might mess our friendship up but," she started. Her eyes were locked with his. She bit her lip. "I like you. You know like, more than a friend. I just want to know how you feel." she said. After she finished, she couldn't look at him. She didn't want to see his expression. She just sat there. Not knowing what to do next. She waited for him to say something, anything.
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Post by brady jordan ™ on Dec 23, 2007 2:27:40 GMT -5
Brady's jaw hung wide open. He couldn't believe what he just heard. This had to be the most awesome but awful thing to happen to him. He couldn't believe she felt the same way, but she had a boyfriend. "Well...I feel the same way. I get butterflies in my stomach every time I see you. It's just...you have a boyfriend," he said looking at her with the best smile he could come up with. He rubbed his forehead, feeling slightly more confused than before.
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Post by bethany sanchez on Dec 23, 2007 2:31:02 GMT -5
b e t h a n y . Bethany looked back at him. She was happy he flet the same way. Then there was the issue of Nick. "I know. Thats why i wanted to know. I need to know what to do." she said. She put her head in her hands. "I'm so confused. I like you both so much." she confessed to him. She really had no clue what to do. She didn't want to break it off with Nick, but she wanted to be with Brady at the same time. She sighed.
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Post by brady jordan ™ on Dec 23, 2007 2:37:11 GMT -5
Suddenly a frown crossed his lips. He really wished it wasn't this way, Brady wished he could just scoop her up into his arms and wisk her away. But he couldn't he just had to sit there and look at her. "Do what's best for you," he finally said. Brady didn't want to lose Bethany but he knew he might have to live with the fact that he might not be able to have her for himself. If this was to happen it would probably crush him on the inside.
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Post by bethany sanchez on Dec 23, 2007 2:44:28 GMT -5
b e t h a n y . Bethany was frustrated. Not with anyone but herself. "I would, but I have no clue what that is." she said. She was close to tears. She had no clue what to do now. At all. Brady or Nick? Who to choose? She really didn't. She leaned back against the bench and looked up. She really didn't want to cry. She knew that someone would get hurt, either way.
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Post by brady jordan ™ on Dec 23, 2007 2:51:36 GMT -5
Brady tried to be the brave one, but it wasn't helping. He just rested his head on Bethany's shoulder not saying anything for a moment. "I wish it wasn't so confusing for you," he said, not with and angry word in it. Some people could have said it sarcastically, but that wasn't his style. Brady wanted to be with Bethany so bad, but he felt like he would be the one who got hurt. Then he would have to just suck it up and go on with his life, while he was torn apart on the inside.
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Post by bethany sanchez on Dec 23, 2007 3:03:25 GMT -5
b e t h a n y . "I wish it want this confusing either." she sighed. Bethany looked at him out the best she could. His face was so close to hers. She wanted to kiss him so bad. "Brady, can you back up just a little? I need to think straight. With you being so close, its kind of hard." she said. She hoped he wouldn't take this offencivly. Thats not the way she meant it. She wanted to be with him so badly. When your trying to think if you should break up with someone, you don't want your crush sitting that close to you so all you can think about is, I wonder how his lips feel. She started to think of how she felt about Nick. It was more like the two of them were just best friends flirting. Not much more. Bethany thought that maybe she had come to a decision. "Uhgggg, I wish no one would have to get hurt." she groaned.
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Post by brady jordan ™ on Dec 23, 2007 3:15:52 GMT -5
Brady looked up at her then moved away. "Oh, I'm sorry," he said as if he had done something wrong. He scooted to the farthest end of the bench and lay his head on his shoulder. At the moment he couldn't even look at her. He felt like he was going to cry, but he was a guy and not suppose to cry. He attempted to keep his mind off of what was going on. Guitars...no. Um...Dinosaurs...no, he thought to himself. His mind kept wandering back to the problem, Brady was really not good at keeping his thoughts off of Bethany.
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Post by bethany sanchez on Dec 23, 2007 3:22:44 GMT -5
b e t h a n y . She watched him scoot down. "No, uh, Brady. Thats not what I meant. I can never think competely straight when your around, because I keep thinking of youl." she said. She started moving closer to him. Then she was beside him again. She layed her head on his shoulder. Then sighed. "I think I kow what I'm gonna do." she said to him. She was probably going to break up with Nick, no matter how much she didn't want to. Her feelings for him weren't as strong as they were for Brady. She fiddled with her necklace one more time before she took it off. Then she stuck it in her pocket.
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Post by brady jordan ™ on Dec 23, 2007 3:31:19 GMT -5
"No I totally understand," he shrugged. Which was a lie, he wanted to be next to Bethany all the time. He smiled when he felt his friends head on his shoulder. He couldn't help but touch her arm lightly and put his head on hers. He just wanted to stay like this forever, but it wouldn't happen. Soon, they'd both get up and something would be decided. He looked around, but didn't move. No one was around, the bell had probably rang long ago, but he didn't care. He just wanted stay there for awhile
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Post by bethany sanchez on Dec 23, 2007 3:38:17 GMT -5
b e t h a n y . She smiled as Brady touched her arm then put his hand on hers. It sent a chill down her back, but she liked it. She deffinently knew what she was going to do. She knew who was going to get hurt, and it wasn't Brady, she knew that much. "I deffinently know what I'm gunno do." she said to him. She sat up and looked around. The courtyard had cleared out a lot. There really wasn't anyone left. She looked at him. "Did the bell ring already?" she asked him. She actually didn't really care. "I don't care if it did or not. I just want to stay with you." she said laying her head back on his shoulder.
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Post by brady jordan ™ on Dec 23, 2007 15:35:04 GMT -5
"Must have," Brady shrugged. "Me too." A wave of relief come over him, he felt like he knew what was going to happen. But he could never be to sure. This moment just couldn't be ruined by anything. For once, he felt really happy. Brady wanted to kiss Bethany, but he had resist. Nothing was finally just yet. He would have to watch everything to unfold. Then he could maybe, hopefully have Bethany for himself.
ooc;; short post, yuck!
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Post by bethany sanchez on Dec 23, 2007 15:42:04 GMT -5
b e t h a n y . o o c ;
its fine.
Bethany smiled to herself. She was going to end it with Nick. She had no clue how he'd take it. She didn't know when she was going to do it or how. She let out a sigh. It was going to hurt to end a relationship that had lasted a year. A full year. Probably one of her longest relationships ever. She sighed again. "I don't know how I'm going to end it with Nick." she said to Brady. She looked at him. She wanted to kiss him so badly right now. She bit her bottom lip as she looked at him.
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Post by brady jordan ™ on Dec 23, 2007 15:53:15 GMT -5
Brady heart dropped and he gulped. He attempted to regain his composure when he spoke to Bethany, but his voice squeaked slightly. "I'm confident you'll find away," he said in a low voice, trying to hide the squeaking in his voice. He gave her a hopeful smile and wrapped his arms around her, trying to keep them both warm. Brady hadn't forgotten that he was actually pretty cold and he remembered that she had said she was also pretty chilly. Plus it just felt right to him.
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Post by bethany sanchez on Dec 23, 2007 16:08:23 GMT -5
b e t h a n y . Bethany listened to him. His voice was slightly squeaky. She let out another sigh. She really had no clue how or when she was going to do it. "I hope i will. I just wish I knew how he was going to react. He's still one of my friends too." she said to him. She smiled back at him. She was happy when he put his arms around her. She scooted even closer to him. There wasn't much room between them now. It all felt so right, being right here with him. She had deffinently made the right decision. She wanted them to kiss so badly right now.
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